my iWish is working!

Hey cheesecakers. Long time no see you. :)
Well, this is my update during the holiday before the 3rd semester.
I've nothing to do now so I check out my quite-abandoned blog. Sorry, have no time to write. :(
Remember my older post iWish ? I wrote about everything that I wanna buy and I wanna do at that time. Then, this evening, I realized that almost all of it has been realized! Okay, let's do a check-up from the last thing I want.

• play piano and guitar. CHECK! - yes I remembered I played guitar when I had a meeting with my college friends. Then when I got home (my lovely hometown, Malang) I played my piano. :) Though it's already been sold now, but I still love playing piano. Just need some more practicing to make my fingers flow on it like they were. :p
• iPod. - I haven't got it yet. But I believe someday I have it :)
• camera. - same thing with iPod. This is one of the options that my mom gave me, after I bought a ticket to Bali. Bali or SLR? SLR or Bali? Of course I chose Bali because I'd already bought the ticket. :( That's okay. Maybe God is saving the best for last to me. But can You make it a bit quick God? He he. Just kidding. I know He knows the perfect time, perfect moment. :)
• play basketball. CHECK! - I played basketball two times at sport hall with my college friends. The first was during the biochemistry laboratory test break. And the last was after the meeting with the coordinators of senate team. :)
• swimming. CHECK! - I forgot when was the last time I swam. But I remember I was swimming with my big sister, Cindy, at the pool in the apartment. Oh yea! I was swimming too when I was in Bali. Swimming in 'Tanjung Benoa' because the Banana Boat was being overthrown, in purpose. --"
• watch cinemas. CHECK! The three last movies I saw was Shrek 3D, Sex and The City 2, and Eclipse. :)
• very comfortable sandals for going to campus. CHECK! - Now I have two comfortable sandals and a super comfortable flat-shoes for going to campus. :)
• karaoke. CHECK! - When I went home to Malang, I'd been singing three times at NAV. Then when I was in Bali, I 'd been singing twice at Inul Vista. :)
  
• watch live concert. Hmm. Haven't done it yet. Maybe this year :) Hopefully. *fingerscrossed*
• SEMPU. CHECK! Yea I went there when I was in Malang last month with my highschool mates. I was shocked with the track that we must through to get there. It was a crazy long long wayyy. Four-hour tracking to get there. That was the first time for me doing it. Or maybe the last? Ha ha. I'm gonna do it again, if... if the track is normal and maybe there's another way to get there, like helicopter? Ha ha. But it was a great view and great experience too :)
• BALI. ABSOLUTELY CHECK! I went there with my college friends about a week. I quite had fun. But there's something that made me feel really really awful for making the decision to go to Bali on my 19th birthday. It was a crazy mess. I don't wanna do the same thing again next year. Well, like the old saying, Experience is the best teacher. Okay, Mr. Old. :)

8 from 11 of my iWish has been realized. I really thank God and people who made these things happened. I'm absolutely gonna make another iWish. Maybe you can try too. Just for fun. I bet you will feel so happy and grateful after you realized that your wishes come true.

Don't stop believing. :)

MD.

what do i want?

These days I really really am in a bad, bad mood. I don't know why this is happened. Everything doesn't feel right. This morning the feeling was getting worse. I walked to the bus station, as usual there were lots, lots of workers beside my apartment building. I feel very annoyed with that, because they are soooo annoying. Ughh. You have no idea how annoying they are. It's like you wanna kick them all. Actually there's another way to avoid the workers, but it takes more time for me to go to the bus station. I decided to walk where the workers usually walk. I passed by with many workers and this morning there're two workers walk really near me. I don't what they're talking. It really burned my fire up. I really mad. Then suddenly I thought why this should happened to me, in my life. I walked with anger, speed up my steps. I'm tired of this. I'm tired of all the routine. I really wanna go home. When I think that the place that I live now can give me comfort and peace, it doesn't. I don't know what I want, where this life leads me to. I wanna scream it out loud, but I can't. I'm looking for a shelter, but it just doesn't exist.

Just tell me what to do.

Craving for a real home

I really forgot what it feels like to be home.
I really forgot how someone say hello when I got home.
I really forgot how someone asked me how the school was.
I really forgot how someone prepared the dinner for me.
I really forgot what it feels like to chat all night.
I really forgot what it feels like to hang out on weekends.
I really forgot how I got really mad at someone but all I can do was grumble to everyone at home.
I really forgot how it feels to be together.
Whoa, it's raining so hard right now. Maybe the weather feels me too.
Great!
Anyone, this is mayday. Please remind me how it feels like to be HOME.
I really, really, really want to remember it.


Bitter,
MariaDeborah.

nothing is useless

Well, this is my post during the mid-test.

Today I had the BIOCHEMISTRY mid-test. Last night, I studied hard. I admit it because I've never studied like that before. Twelve hours doing nothing but studying? Whoa, that is NOT sooo me. Maybe my spirit was really on a heavy fire. And guess what? I really memorized the 20 amino acids structures that made me very very hungry. And the worst thing was none of them were asked in the test. -_________-" Hmm. Okay. I'm scared with this subject a.k.a biochemistry because everyone said it was difficult. Yes it is. YES IT IS. Oh yeah. I did the homework well because of The Very Kind Mr. Fredy Suneo Sumanto Kartono Hudiono. Ha ha. Thanks a bunch!

I woke up in the morning and after I was ready, I listened to Mrs. Maggy lecture. I recorded it. YES I DID. Ha ha. That really helps a lot. I went to school with my sister, Elisa (Enzyme Linked ImmunoabSorbance Assay, she likes this term LIKE A LOT). At first I was very, very nervous and then I came up with a thing if you're nervous, everything will be ruined. Okay. I started to breathe and relaxing my mind. I opened the sheets then I worked on it. It went quite good although I missed and forgot some answers. I was confused about a few answers then I answered it randomly and prayed for the Fortune Queen came above me. :D I finished my test then I went out from class and found nobody but the other major students. I went upstairs and still found none of my mates. I went down again, I met Andrew and Ferry. We discussed about the answers and found out that I MADE QUITE MANY MISTAKES IN ANSWERING THE TEST. A few mates went out from the class and discussed about the answers. I really really didn't wanna hear that. One right answer said out, one wrong answer I made. But I got the right answers too by the way. He he. I really didn't know what I was thinking when I worked on the test. Okay, that's enough for the whole biochemistry thing today.

BUT,
I believe there's nothing useless if we really fight for it, work hard on it, and DO THE BEST.
GO FOR IT, MATES!


Sweet and Sour,
MD.

iWish

BALI (seashoooooreeeeee! whoaahhh i need vacation, relaxation, whatsoever)

SEMPU (never been there though its near my hometown)

WATCH LIVE CONCERT (havent done it before)

KARAOKE (really need it to scream out loud. i mean REALLY LOUD)

VERY COMFORTABLE SANDALS FOR GOING TO CAMPUS (really need it. like immediately!)

WATCH CINEMAS (its been soooo long)

SWIMMING

PLAY BASKETBALL

I-POD (super needed)

CAMERA (on my wish list from a long long time agoooo)

PLAY PIANO AND GUITAR (last but NOT least)

Craving for sweetness,
MD.

no-thing

I WISH CURING IS AS EASY AS FALLING DOWN

in terms of falling for someone. then it doesn't go anywhere. stuck. give a great heartache. take a looooooooooong time to cure.



Sweet, Sour, Sour,
MariaDeborah.

MID SEMESTER EXAMS IS COMING (TOO) SOON!

*the schedule*

here's the mid-semester exam schedule i made myself. well, it really is coming too soon. pfftt.

Sweet and Sour,
MariaDeborah.